In Very Fine Company

And looking at her across a plate of blood sausage and pickled cherry tomatoes, cozy among good friends and sleepy in the dim light, I breathed a great big breath and knew that things were good.

Socotra Notes, 3/19/13

There are flies on your toes, ocean waves in your ears, goat shit underfoot and great itching. There are army generals with bags of khat marinating between their teeth and the sides of their mouths, who, charged with sexual energy and far from their wives must walk down to the sea or go up to the mountain to cool down and sleep. The tea is sugary and the drums are made from sheep’s skin, warmed in fire and played for hours in the company of your curious guests. 

The men gather to eat and talk and the women orbit in dark veils and beautiful robes, with piercing eyes and giggling children. The beaches are littered with crab pyramids. The vultures have scraggly yellow heads and the ghosts of Indian House Crows haunt the trees. The sand dunes pile along the sides of great rock cliffs, rippling like ocean water. 

And the sound of Ismael’s voice is soothing and musical, flowing over everything and making every rock, every sandy stretch, every shrub, every ant, every hopeful hitchhiker, every great buzzing wasp, every delicious sweet potato, every premature date, every fisherman and goat herder and gas station attendant, every piece of garbage, every dusty jawbone, every severed goat leg, every drop of turquoise water, every bug bite, every bowl of fresh bread, every bottle of non-alcoholic Beck’s beer, every journal entry, every photograph, every call to prayer, every short-wave radio signal, every ache and itch, every dirt stain, every healing cut, every passport page, every winding road, every fly, every hand shake, every cup of tea, every star-eyed child, every fish carcass, every empty water bottle, every wet bathing suit, every civet cat sighting, every cushion, every conversation, every straining squat, every cramp, every circling buzzard, every flickering butterfly, every bare foot, every biscuit and every flat tire a part of his stories. 

And behind it all the hazy threat of spider bites and scorpion stings, a mild electric current that buzzes softly beneath the radio static, bird song and storytelling.

Guy Who Sometimes Slowly And Awkwardly Runs Short Distances Gets Hit And Killed By A Car

Sometimes when I’m jogging I worry that if I were to get hit and killed by a car, someone would write a headline that reads something like “Jogger Gets Hit and Killed By a Car.” It’d be a real insult to anyone remotely committed to jogging.

Bricklayer’s Fate

“It’s like that brick wall,” he said. “That brick was laid probably over a hundred years ago. The men who laid the bricks are all dead. No one knows who they are. But here’s this thing they left behind. And you and I can admire it and talk about it and take shelter behind it. My buildings will outlast me. And that’s why I’m not afraid to die.”

A Possibility Is Percolating

And there it was, quietly percolating beneath the television hum and the fish tank filter trickle. Barely audible in the pauses between dog yawns.

Almost unnoticeable.

But noticeable after all.

The Red Heading Of A Two-Headed Beheaded Fish (A Dream I Had)

In an office with V. He is hanging a blind in the doorway so we can keep the door open but still work in privacy. He gives me a strange glass jar because I’ve been doing good work.

I go to the bathroom, but the toilet has no water and is stuffed with trash.

At a bar, nursing a small glass of scotch. A is there, drinking alone at a table. We make awkward eye contact. She leaves, and others begin to whisper about her.

It’s night and I’m riding a bicycle up 128. I have no energy. I’m weaving between lanes and I don’t think I’ll make it home.

At a pet store. Two giant creatures are displayed in an oversized aquarium. They look like polar bears wearing sports jackets. I travel the length of the store, and discover a lounge in the back. It’s empty and there’s a dry ice machine.

With E on a building rooftop. It’s night and the heights make me uncomfortable. We’re discussing a movie we’re going to make. My ideas are sad—his are funny. We decide this makes us a good team.

He has a sheet of paper. The ideas written on it read like a list of foods. Some are written in the form of Mad Libs, like ___________ kabob.

E is laughing as he explains each one. One item, he says, is the red heading of a two-headed beheaded fish.

The Other Day At Band Practice

The other day at band practice, Ben, attempting to correct Christian on the structure of a song section we were working on, said without pause or warning, “No, no… it’s meow, meow, meow… then a Texas,” illustrating that no proper, conventional terminology is ever really safe from the corrosive qualities of a tantalizingly silly and private nomenclature.